In case of Failure or Success......

I've been a little skeptical about myself lately not too sure that I could pass my O-level or get into JC or Poly that easily. Although O-levels looked though,they ain't invincible are some people who cried so hard when they failed to get into JC while some just don't even bother what fate lies ahead me,O level is just a minor event in life does NOT determine your life. What is important to me is that I can get to my career of interest passion is to become a great video game developer one day or at least create a Better Network Communication sort of things.
I have written/type down the likelihood of my fate if I(ZEAF) were to either FAIL or SUCCEED in my O-Level. Let me say it to you(ZEAF)

If I were to fail my O level(32 points or more/a single F9),the choice I have to make is VERY Clear:

Institute of Technical Education
Course of choice in ITE:
School of Info-communication Technology

NITEC in Digital Media Design course
Higher NITEC in info-comm

If I were to barely in the brink of failure but still succeed in my O-Level(32points-21points/
by right I may get all of my subject C6)[6x7],the choice I have to make is clear:

Polytechnic
Course of choice in Poly:
School of Information technology
Particular choice is Digital Media Design/Digital Entertainment Technology
Diploma

HOWEVER!If I was to greatly and I mean GREATLY succeed in my O-Levels(20points or LESS/All subject A1[Unlikely]) the choice I have is three

ITE (EXTREMELY UNLIKELY)
POLY(Most likely)
JC (I'll think about it)

if I choose Junior College
The course of my choice is
(Wait do they have one?)

Well that is all what likely fate I am going to choose should any of the scenario occurred but
there is one fate which I will not succumb to it

Suicide and Involvement in Criminal activities

Even if I fail soooooooooo badly,I'll never choose to kill myself or commit crime say it's better to live a life of misery naturally than to commit suicide or crimes not worth your life to do it.
If you find me dead one day,read this else/age/disease/accident have gotten me.

BTW I have a strong feeling that I'll set a revolutional change in life.(My life that is)